[It's good plausible deniability, being able to say this hard-on is hers, not Ashley's. Clive watches her cheeks hollow out around the cock. When was the last time Jill blew him? November?]
As much as it takes to be skilled at anything, I imagine... Diligence... some level of aptitude...
I know you like the control. [She certainly doesn't like to be without it, and even when he's taken the reins, it's still at her demand.] I suppose I've just never considered it that way.
[They're going to be bound together for eternity, no matter what happens. That makes him feel oddly sad; it isn't everything it could have been, and it's his fault.
He runs the tip of his nose along the shell of her ear.]
[She gets that now, and it's not a criticism. She only wish she had a better understanding of what he needed from her before. Not that it would have changed where they are now, but...]
[Clive falls quiet for a brief moment, wondering why he's here. Do friends do this? He wonders why she beckoned and why he came running despite the pit in his stomach. They'd slept together again and not spoken of it. That's hardly unusual for them, but now it feels like a misstep.
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I wonder how much practice it takes to take a man so easily.
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As much as it takes to be skilled at anything, I imagine... Diligence... some level of aptitude...
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I was always made to believe it was unpleasant. A chore. Something to hurry up and get done and over with.
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[He drifts his hand a little lower, roving over her stomach, before returning back up to nestle under one breast.]
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[Just not as loudly as Ashley over there. Usually.]
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[She asks with a small laugh, running her hand down his arm.]
I like the control. I like being the source of pleasure.
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[She admits playfully, huffing out another laugh.]
But you know what it's like to be wanted. Needed.
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Don't think about that. He just smiles, palm gliding over her breast and catching a nipple gently between his fingers.]
You don't let me forget it.
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You're a part of me.
[Like it or not.]
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[They're going to be bound together for eternity, no matter what happens. That makes him feel oddly sad; it isn't everything it could have been, and it's his fault.
He runs the tip of his nose along the shell of her ear.]
I liked it when you took control.
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[She gets that now, and it's not a criticism. She only wish she had a better understanding of what he needed from her before. Not that it would have changed where they are now, but...]
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[It felt impossible to mention then, and it’s still hard now, but he’s sure it’s now obvious to her how far it goes.]
I didn’t want to—-
[Ashley pulls back off her partner’s cock with an exaggerated popping sound and moans loudly: “I want you to come in my ass!”]
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She really hopes she doesn't sound like that.
Anyway.]
Didn't want to...?
[Ashley's partner lifts her up--with less ease than Clive's lifted Jill, she notes--and moves her to the bed.]
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I didn't want to make you feel obligated to that in any way.
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[Grateful? She takes a moment to settle on the right words.]
It felt like a gift. It made me happy. Of all the people in the world, I was able to share those moments with you.
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We had something beautiful, at least for a time.
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We did.
[Though now it hurts to think about.]
I'm... simply glad to be friends, still.
[Friends with benefits. That love one another and live together but aren't together.]
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Still:]
I'm glad too.
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Jill breathes out a strained laugh. Mostly at the screen. Somewhat at Clive.]
This is silly.
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[At the very least, he's glad to hear her laugh. He remarks:]
Do we sound like that, when we make love?
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[She laces her fingers with his and squeezes his hand.]
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[He never wants to hear or see himself fuck. He momentarily ducks his head against hers.]
This film is insufferable, to be honest.
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Let's turn it off. I think I've seen enough, anyway.
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